thestarwrites:

RIP

“Honestly, I never thought I see the day where you’d be gone. I thought that…. That you were going to be with me until the end. But you had to give up your immortality. You had to get sick. And here we are. Oh Bobbi, I can’t do this without you. If only we had a little more time… I never got to say goodbye. I never got to kiss you one last time. Never got to hold you. Damn Balin, for making me go to Dale. I promised it wouldn’t take all day but it did. I came back and you had a sheet over your head. But I knew. We were in the process of negotiations when I suddenly felt empty. Like my heart had melted inside of me leaving a blank space. I cried then and there. My wife is dead. My world is crumbling underneath me. There is nothing left for me now. Our children will never have a mother. They are angry with me, I think. That I left and then you died and I couldn’t be there. Nali won’t talk to me and Gailien… Well, she has locked herself away and I doubt she’ll ever be the same. Our family is falling apart now that you are gone. I will be brave and I will fix it though. Just as you always did when I had an episode. You were always the strong one.
I love you. I’m sorry I have to leave now. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, of course.”